fyp..burdensome..self-commitment !

This semester almost reach its ending ..
But .,
Sadly is this is not my final sem ,.it should be at first but due to some circumstances .,
I need one more sem !/

Only then  i can officially announce my self as " miss temporarily freedom from burden" .
Being here just like im carrying a ton of burden on my back .,
Make me sick , suffocated and almost die indeed ..!

Ok lets ignore the freedom first just go on with this burden some more time .
Lets talk about 'fyp' ., lagi-lagi fyp .,
My fyp got stuck in the middle of the way due to lack of "commitment"
I cant give full commitment to what im doing now .,
I just let the time passing without value its existence
Spend the time recklessly.,done notim instead of sleeping soundly and comfortably
a few weex left before date of thesis presentation yet i do nothing .,

Las week i just started with the first lab simulation and totally lost !
What should i do?
After this how ? How should i position this phantom?How to measure?  how this ?how that?
"HOW" exist everywhere in my head .
and on that day i was temporarily give up.,
i thought i can do everytim with just an "imagination" , hello ure not in the fairy tale  imagining the prince coming and save u from the tower ! *xda kena ngena with the prince or tower pom!
Just like imagining the phantom will position itself without u manipulate it ! This is all about experimental ! U need to study every single detail things of ur subject before proceed ..
Then i realised ., owh .... yeah ! need to govern my self to work extra hard ! cayOk zera..


But..
At the end ,. zzzZZzzz .,, im so sleepy tonite lets do it tommorow .,tommorow never die yoew !
Im watching korean drama now , so addicted., what could be its ending .. i should watch it till the end ! Lets begin my fyp things tommorow , yeah tommorow im goin to library , definitely! I'll do it at library !.Then,tommorow comes .. why library so far . i just stay in my room today ., my bed why u so fluffy ..then ,zzzZZzz..

Then,im stress! So stress! Why fyp so difficult ?   .,  complained it at blog !

Rather than spending time writing  @ this  useless blog better go write the thesis la.. kan? APTB