I'M A LONER THAT GOT A PHD...!!

Gambar Hiasan..

Dear Yong Hwa oppa....*aik...asal tetiba yong hwa lak kan..?.. bcuz i was admiring him sOo much..haha..!!
i listened to your songs over and over especially "Bcuz i miss you" and "I'm a Loner"songs while writing dis entry..
It's not because of i miss someone !! *yes..u miss someone bcuz you're a loner okay..!!haha
but... bcuz of the lyrics are so awesome..*also bcuz i'm a jiwang + emo type gurl u knOw..haha
and..
i Just love these songs sOo much.. as much as i love u..*ahakkkzzz poyo x..?

Oppa..
Lately,i gOt a lot of problems..
and...i almost get a permanent mental breakdOwn..@ permanent head damage (PHD)..? hihi
U know why..?
Bcuz i'm tensiOning myself here all alone..
and...
nobody cares bOut me..*is it..?
nobody know what i feel...
i'm totally a fOol that doesnt have friends at all..!! *actually i'm nOt a  fOOl..juz wrote it 4 fun okke..!
The most crucial part in my life nOw is when i have to attend the class that start @ 8 am..* wow so early maa..
although it's not everyday but...
still fOr me it's tOo early laa..i hate it soo much..!! *lagi ok buat klass malam drpd pagi..
Bcuz..usually at that time is my sleeping climax....
and i'll be happy throughout the day  if i can wake up after 8..maybe @ 8 somethin..*befOre that me make sure myself wOke up for suboh okke..!!bukannya xbgn sbh..!!
Oh..plizz la reschedule my time table...
it's ok if the class start @ 8.30 @ 9.00...
Then i can fully prepared my self be4 classes..like...*having breakfast,wearing well-ironed clothes,wearing tudung properly..put some make-up maybe...and what nOt...
Ni x..nak pegi klaz rushing glew2..kelam kabut..mcm kena keja ngan anjing...!!
LOL..dat;s ur problems..who cares..?

Then.....
i was a part-timer loyal secretary u knOw..?
why..? bcuz there's somebody being my boss now..!!
i need to remind him about evrytim related tO class @ whatever lah...
But..it's just a week ago..i already quit from dat job..bcuz i think now he know how to be independent..!!
So annoying la..
Then...
whO was sitting next to me  in class..?
Different day with different neighbourhood..
So i dont remember them so much..
So awkward...!!
Then..
What hepen if i'm curious about something..?
Owh..I just barely messaging someone that i never know her/him..
So pitiful right...!!
Who's becOme my couple for assignments..?
A guy..!!! and the only group with a male and female was my group..!!
Why..?
i dont know.. they put me in that way so i just followed..
So fuckin..!!So awkward..!!
To discuss a work with the guy that i never knOw him...! *it's okay if he is Yong hwa oppa..haha..bluekkk..
Kalau outing selalu ngan sape..?
Sorang jew beb..riding my ugly motorcycle going to the tOwn..alone..!! *I'm a loner okkeh!!!
Then,walking in the shopping mall,seeking for something...surveying the new movies..wanna watching it..but xbes lah kan sorg2 tgk muvi..!!
After all..
Who cares kan..?
Aku ni uninvited pom kat sini...!!
Datang ku tanpa di pinta..
Pergi ku sangat di persila...
Sepatutnya aku stay kat gombak jew dulu amek psykologi..!! haha *xhabes2..

Sape xkenal Yong Hwa!! meh nak booo..!!
Sape y kenal..sti tau gg dia xcomei sangat kan..!!haha
So..i think he'll  become more hensome if go for teeth's operation..!!;p

TQ>BYE

I'M A LONER BY CNBLUE

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