MY REAL H3L* IS STUDY..!!

Tell me hundreds and thousands reasons why I need tO study..?


Since I Opened up my eye..till I grew a lot like this..!!


Never stop……!!


I’m tired.!!


BoOks..papers..penciLs..pens..and what’s all..


They are only my true bestfriend dat I had…!!


They said..


Study hard fOr a better future..?


Is it I have a future..?it’s something that I can’t predict!!


Either I can pass my future Or I’ll never see my future..!! who knows?


Maybe I die before the true future cOmes..!!\


BTW..


When is my future…?


During I was kid till nOw..


They only keep saying study hard..!!u’ll have a bright future sOOn!!


When is the “sOOn”..!!


I had pass so many “sOOn”..


I’m 22 nOw..!!and wOndering..is it nOw was nOt my that “sOOn future” yet..!!?


sO when…?


I can’t see the bright side of my life..!


*sigh..


They said..study hard then u will get a gOod jOb..!!


I had try my best..i was strive sO hard before..!!


But..where’s the hell a gOOd jOb..i didn’t see any gOod jOb in my sight!!


End up..


I have been trapped in this shit wOrld..!!


Again..!! they said…”study hard plissss”…!!


If they know,,I’m tired of this…


Even..I don know what the heck was I learnt nOw..!!


Even..i always wOndering what are my nOtesss all about..!!


Even..i’m nOt sure what I wrote on my exam paper..


If they knOw..!!


I totally lost my self,my mind,my soul,my life, ,my love…


Becuz….. I’m here..!!


Becuz….there’s only me here..!


Becuz..nO one besides me here..!


Becuz..i’m alone here..!!


Becuz..tO be here..


Is not what I want..!


If they know..


Just once…!!


I wanna dO whatever I want…


And..


Don wanna do whatever I don want


In this life…


BefOre..


I close my eyes..!!








MADE ..


SOMEDAY IN THIS MONTH DURING MY FINAL EXAM..


ABSURD....!!


BCUZZ OF I HATE STUDY...


AS ALWAYS..


I TRIED TOK SALAHKAN SEMUA YANG BERKAITAN STUDY .!!


EVEN GOT THIS GOLD CHANCES TO CONTINUE STUDY


I NEVER APPRECIATE IT..!!


-fuL gUr-

TO BE TRUTH THERE'S NO REASONS Y I PUT DIS PICT..

"MENUNTUTLAH ILMU WALAU KE NEGARA CINA SEKALIPON"

K BYE..!!